This too shall pass - these 4 words have helped me crawl out of the darkness and they have also reminded me to take a step back and linger in the moments that feel good. Here is my attempt to chronicle the chattering, the giggles, the happy and sad moments of daily life. Cheers to constant and never-ending improvement!
Monday, September 13, 2010
The Mini G Project - Week 14
Technology is absolutely amazing! Here Mini G is 14 weeks and from the crown to the rump s/he is just over 6cm's long. For such a tiny little thing, this picture is amazingly clear.
This picture is from the ultrasound we had done they call an N/T Scan. This along with blood work told us the following risk assessments:
Down Syndrome: 1 / 2,000
Trisomy 18: 1 / 98,000
I fretted and stressed about having this test done. If something was terribly wrong, I couldn't imagine terminating this pregnancy, so I thought this test was totally unnecessary. Kevin wanted to know, to be able to prepare. Since this baby is 1/2 his, I gave in and I am so happy that I did. Our little Mini G is fine and we were able to watch Mini move all around, waving arms and doing somersaults.
S/he was sleeping when we first got there so I ate a piece of candy to wake Mini G up, and that did the trick so much that s/he got the hiccups! It was amazing to watch her move around and at one point she even turned away and mooned us. This kid has attitude already! :)
After miscarrying over Christmas, I was scared to get too excited. The loss broke my heart, a void that still makes me cry and shakes me to the core of my being. I was constantly worried, almost convinced that we were not going to be able to keep this one either. After watching Mini G push against the walls of my uterus and move around - it hit me - WE ARE HAVING A BABY! WE ARE HAVING A BABY!
Laughing, crying, and dancing with more love in my heart than I know what to do with...WE ARE HAVING A BABY.
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